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NEVER GIVE UP, FOLLO!W YOUR DREAMS

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Wed, 01 Aug 2007 06:57:56 GMT

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I'm working reeeal hard
yeah, BABY, yeah! no, that's fucking bullshit.

But I'm listenin' to some good tunes (maybe) so, enjoy.

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 08:18:17 GMT

two butterflies pinned together
on a page
the white paper touches softly the pin
as it is pierced through
and through

Sorry, please see the post that comes before this. (bow) Actually, I need assistance with that!

I found something nice to look at today. "Dogs" by Miwa Shirow (check free_manga, someone's got all the stuff up in the tags, still active). Ahh *spurting blood* ahh, it's good, it's good... Am I graduating? well, only a bit... Please someone! (roarlivia, this is a secret message for you)

Cosplay with me! Twins or white hair and eye patch. coz then we could m~a~t~c~h... But then we'd have to look a like for twins.

No, I like it a lot, Bullets & Carnage. I would like my family to all gather around... Well, Naoto is sweet too, so I'm excited to see how it turns out. And fucking Giovanni. rad sunglasses... it's a series that makes me gasp painfully, and say: "Cool! coooool!! Fucking badass! coool~!!!" (but I am moe for the twins? or are they so moe?)

Anyway, check it out! Of course, it's the main characters who are the coolest! Just... also, the twins. fuck yeah, Badou~! Fuck yeah, Naoto~ and f-fuck yeah Haine!! Oh lala~ Im ready to follow this one...

-A- I hope Miwa Shirou makes a quick and painless recovery! but, who knows, right?

shit, my ovaries ;o;

Sun, 29 Jul 2007 02:35:10 GMT

Haha, sorry I froze you out there. But uh, it would have been pointless coz we'd be talking about ridiculous things, we'd end up looking like bigots us both, whatever. anyway, what I like is realistic/well written characters, dialogue and story. At least, that's what makes me value something above others. xD; that doesn't have much to do with any lofty ideas, that's just what I value in generral when it comes to any story. Well, good writing is something lofty as well, I suppose.

Anyway, the things of lofty vision are much different then the shadows in our cave. Of course, there's certain things that are particular to me, or particular to an author, or particular to you, etc.

I think you see too clearly
to say something flattering
But
No more words, something romantic

I don't think I was ever very good at writing, or the idea of writing, or the truth of what lies behind writing. Anyway, I'm working on it.

also, yeah, this user image is a picture of me. I had a lot of fun that day, I wanna go again soon.

Sat, 28 Jul 2007 13:58:27 GMT

haha, I'm proud of myself
'sup fuckahs?! Good morning!!

Drive by Shooting

Sat, 28 Jul 2007 05:03:50 GMT

hey, guess what I found?

I guess these days, it's Kaya showing off his buttcheeks? But... No, he cannot be replaced. (lovely hearts)Even though KALM and HORA are both making music still... Even though... ugh~! It's not as good! We~ll... ( Just likes eccentrics)

The only exception is Kiyoharu! Even if it's softer, his work like "Vinnybeach", it's still really good. Not just "oh yeah, good"... it's really good. Wonderful!

I have a weird taste in my mouth. Feels disgusting.

Fri, 27 Jul 2007 04:07:52 GMT

from everyone's response, I suppose we should have an apocalypse viewing party sometime? Well, by that time, we might not know each other. (laughs) Anyway, I'll try and contact you guys before, so we can meet up.

The blue sky outside makes me go crazy.

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 20:51:13 GMT

Ahh, don't you ever get the feeling of "impending doom"? Like, we're all gonna die in about four years, right?

Actually I'm probably a very paranoid person. I wanna live somewhere that the air is clear. Living somewhere without any people... Well, it's really troublesome because I don't have basic skills, but... Ehh... Just wanna live happily!

TEST TEST TEST THIS IS A TEST

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 05:10:00 GMT

Top five most romantic things in the world:

1. DOUBLE SUICIDE
2. Jesus
3. Kiyoharu
4. Nightsky with stars
5. Casablanca

FINALLY!!! IMPORTANT

Tue, 24 Jul 2007 01:05:14 GMT

After all the work I've done, I finally found him~!! Ah... I'm so happy, but nervous at the same time...

Dada's myspace!

...Don't kill me.

Mon, 23 Jul 2007 21:27:14 GMT

ah, I think lolita lax decadence and romanticism. =_= Maybe it's good to say it that way? clothing is only clothing, but the fun comes not only from clothing.

I had a weird dream, I was frantic about missing yoshiki's birthday... but it isn't until november...

A Fleetin' Little Blurry Feeling

Mon, 23 Jul 2007 06:56:41 GMT

fuckin...

uhh.... superfluous

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 04:02:27 GMT

um, I've been meaning to riff...

the internet comm lolita isn't very excitign at all!! Like, they have the rabid cruel elitism of strange vk fangirl, but they have no aesthetic behind it. They're all like drones who can't see anything but the tunnel infront of them. So of course they like to hurt each other...

If you're yelling so loud, at least have something interesting behind it! There's more to lolita style than just fucking lace and ribbon... like drag queens!! and gothics!!

ugh... for some refason, it seems like most internets lolita completely reject the aesthetic of gothic. Which is ridiculous... no one wants to have fun these days. Everyone should kick loose

yeah, C~ you can be the strict madame, I can be the loose club girl. (laughs) it's pointless if you're not having a good time. If you're having a good time, that's the best. Um...

I unlocked something that makes me jabber D: but no one mentions it unless I threaten various thing... (laughs)

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 03:10:44 GMT

On an unrelated note...

Secretly, hide and Dada match a lot, don't you think? they just take everything in such different directions...
Well, that's what I think.

short:

List your 7 most precious things, your treasures, which you love and
you'd never give away. Then tag other 7 people.

1. self
2. the feeling of right now
3. fuck
4. a sense of living
5. that important item.

carmen
olivia
nora emma
juliana

haha...

Aw, I miss you guys.

Hey~ I like The World! It'ss ppretty good.

I felt pretty sick all day. But foreign music is good because you don't have to pay attention to lyrics if you don't want. So it's good to write to. I've heard the new D is quite good, but I'm loath to give it a listen. Sorry~

BUT in the PV they are all wearing really reallly pretty kimono outfits. Dearest You's outfits were so WTF, but this really makes up for it I think. ^^;; Haha, Tsunehito~ he's like the young maiden, but asagi is like the elegant prince(ss)

I think D is the band with the "most affiliation for shorty shorts"

Even though I said so much, I haven't even heard the new work... whatever....

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 16:10:28 GMT

Haha, I love you guys too.

cigarettes are too cool. >: But... (laughs) In japan it's very cool to smoke cigarettes.

Aside, to have a typing marathon. isn't it fun? It was really long... I probalby said something mean... (laughs) Being choice with words is kind of...

Say it ain't so!!

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 03:58:52 GMT

damn... I would liiike for some xxxxx

Hung out with Sean + Luc tonight,, it was pretty tight!!
I wanna play guitar inebriated~

If I pay someone, will you get me some xxxx? Or even some cloves or something...

Haha~~ yeah, I'm not very "certain mood" yet. Maybe I will be later!! Probably not though.

xoxo

EDIT

So now that the xxxxxxxx is starting to kick in most YEAH~ I decided to watch X Clips for some stupid reason. God dammit!!! I was happy, now I'm depressed (boo hooo~~) for mulltiple reasons. Friends!!

basically the things plaguing my life + happiness (honest to god!!):

1) hide is dead... TTATT
2) I can't play guitar very well

There are some other things, like how Toshi's hair is colapsing really awesomely, or how taiji is such a glam rocker, but... mainly it's HIDE!!! FUCK!!! and FUCK!!!! FUCXK!!! FUCK!!! FUCK!!!!! Guitar.

I need like "how to solo" lessons. Basically, it's my dream! (laughs) Ugh~ fuck everything.

Did I ever mention that (I forgot)

um... I know I won't be good enough by the end of highschool... but during university... let's start a rock band... yeah?!?!

Recently I've been interested in guns. Owning one, but... I'd probably just use it to shoot myself in the head, so...

Haha, Yoshiki~ yoshiki~ the fans are kind of strange looking. I'm sick of just being f~a?ns~~ fuck 'em all, right?? vasvdkj

This is my dr?nke?!n rant while listening to X CLIPS

LOVE KIM

EDIT #2 (keep drunken ljin' too ONE post:
yes, I must be quite lonely to get really fucked up by myself in a house. Well, now it's become impossible to type, I guess I've become quite satisfied (well...) ... MAYBE I'll have DELICIOUS PIZZA~~~ yeaaaah!!!

TT_TT it's sad to be drunk alone without like, a party to be happy about, but, it's fine to be drunk alone, too. Merry is really good~ maybe they'll become my "xxxxx band" I 'm probably one of those people to dance retarded when drunk. Dammmit, so embarassing. BUT... but... even so, right?? People insult my dancing anyway, so it's okay. Para para got me weird.

here's a list of good bands (not in ordeR):

X
hide with Spread Beaver
Peelander-Z
D'espairs Ray
Gelatine
ROOM NUMBER
Dir en grey
D
merry (currently listening)
lynch.
deadman
asobi seksu o(o3o)o
Schwarz Stein
RASPUTINA
SKA SKA CLUB
Go!Go! 7188
THE SPUNKS (FUCK!! I hate that they're disbanded now)
SADS
SOUXSIE
The Bauhaus
Zi:Kill,/b>
Kiyoharu (solo)
DoremiDAN
Mistula
MONO (fuckyes)
VELVET EDEN
My chemical romance (shut the fuck up...)
73 shiki
Jinkaku Radio
Baiser~~
nil

will add more later ONCe more bored/ETC...

PS: Haha, this is a good combo: sleep + xxxx + coffee + hard liqour. I'm gonna try to remember it...

Fri, 20 Jul 2007 02:36:29 GMT

FUCK YES!!! Go!go!7188 + Peelander-Z show @ the Knitting Factory August 7th!

fuuuuck yessss....

I am eating breakfast right now which is very good.

facebook is vaguely uninteresting myspace is vaguely uninteresting. I feel bad coz I don't reply to people talking to me. It all depends on that, doesn't it? I saw tysen today.

oh yeah, my narcissitic poimt! ~I share the same name as hide~~ well, character of the name -_-;; I'm not hideto, but~ in chinese it's xiuxiu!

My other narcissit point is I have the same birthday as gokureda from KHR!.

Haha, I want to go shopping. I won't trouble you with the list. I'm gonna get a new look soon~ fufufu...

Christmas is soon!! I can't wait to celebrate with you!

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 08:30:39 GMT

http://www.mmv.co.jp/special/airgear_musical/index.html

honestly, I don't read air gear at all. BUT.... I love weird rock/pop musicals based off of anime series. 8D;;

adobe photoshoop isn't loading. adobe photo shop isn't loading~~~ iiiyaa, if I can't use photo shop, then... TAT!!! woe~~

there's a character I really wanna see do xxx and xxxx... but...~

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 06:56:09 GMT

Today's topic: I can't stop eating! I'm so fat, I can't get out of my apartment!

Um... a confession. Oh... the timer ran out.

I think I'm getting better at video games (maybe) 8D;;; well, compared to middle school, at least...

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 02:14:31 GMT

MONO IS A PRETTY GOOD BAND

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 07:17:07 GMT

Today's topic: Fighting for the last parking spot

Haha... the loss of will.
I am over powered~
"and it beings again"...

uh.... I got stuck in Golden Sun, and Zelda...

fucking!!

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 03:11:08 GMT

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I don't know...

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
bookshelves, three windows and a hide wallscroll.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR BED LOOK LIKE?
unkempt.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
yeah, basically anything. But...

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
sometime like 1 AM

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
hide to be alive =D=!!!

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS AT TIMES?
Alchohol, friendship.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
my vagoo

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
a certain type of cleaning product smell. I don't know what it's called.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
No, but I like enclosed spaces

11. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW:
I'd be dead

12. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU CRY?
can't remember

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
I like wearing the smell of roses.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
not too long, and clean.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
Nowhere, no one likes me.

16. DO YOU LIKE PORN?
Ha ha, I'm a sexual being. I like it.

17. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU PISSED OFF?
My mom I think.

18. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
No, but I'm learning. D:

19. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
life. 8D

20. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Yeah, it's fun~

21. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
spell it with bodies. /

22. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
1000

23. BLONDES, REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES?
suck my ***hole

24. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
rachel, roarlivia and carmen

25. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
yeah, uptight people, dickheads.

26. HAVE YOU EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
No.

27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
eating, watching a special on Matsuzaka (heart)

28. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
remove cancer.

29. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
Don't know. Maybe I'm being controlled.

30. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PIZZA?
ricotta cheese

31. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
yeah, drink more probably...

32. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
to die.

33. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF IT SUDDENLY STARTED RAINING BLOOD?
stay indoors.

34. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
don't know.

35. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
Not in particular.

36. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE?
All fingers are good fingers. (of mine)

37. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
Don't remember

38. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
I like it, but it does look like shit.

39. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
tofu

40. ANY BAD HABITS?
scratchself, insomnia.

41. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
All are embarassing.

42. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I would probably think I was dirty.

43. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Don't remember.

44. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Yes.

45. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
hurt self, enclosed space, etc.

46. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
just outside boston.

47. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Don't know.

48. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
a panda bear stuffed animal.

49. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS?
All.

50. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
on this site

51. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
dont' know.

52. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
OFten... (like, every show...)

53. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Look cute. I have no idea what is my boom. But when I feel it... it's there!!

54. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Kim, K, kite, kimte

55. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Yes.

56. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
only if I can't get them off otherwise.

57. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU HAVE STRONG POINTS?
I don't know... maybe. fufufu...

58. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
strawberry.

59. WHAT IS YOUR SHOE SIZE?
6.5-7.5, but I'll basically put anything on my foot if it does break.

60. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
white, other colors.

61. DO YOU HAVE YOUR WISDOM TEETH?
No, but I do have lots of cavities.

62. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
My friends(?)

63. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Only if they make answers using song randomizers!!

64. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
TV

65. LAST THING YOU ATE?
chocolate

66. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
solicitor

67. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX THE SEX YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?
body, face, smell.

68. DO YOU LOVE THE PERSON WHO POSTED THIS?
TT_TT I don't know if it's manly to say "yes" or not...

69. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
My head hurts and my teeth feel fuzzy.

70. FAVORITE DRINK?
PEACH JUICE!!!
rum~ haha, I sound like a drunkard.
strawberry smoothie avec tapioca pearls
super milky tea

71. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
rum, 40's. (what has the highest alchohol content~?)

73. YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Blonde (bleached).

74. YOUR EYE COLOR?
brown.

75. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
Yeah, but just coz they look cool.

76. DO YOU HAVE SIBLINGS?
no.

77. FAVORITE MONTH?
anything in the summer, october and december.

78. FAVORITE FOOD?
cantonese stuff.

79. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Something old. I think...

80. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
beach days, summer daze.

81. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
When they already have a xxxx

82. SUMMER OR WINTER?
SUMMER

83. HUGS OR KISSES?
masturbation

84. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS?
a relationship built upon a series of one night stands.

85. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
me?

86. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
the person

87. WHAT BOOKS/MANGA ARE YOU READING?
The series I'm currently into are Katekyo hitman REBORN!**** and eyeshield 21 ****. I also read Ouhost.

88. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
it doens't exist.

89. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
I hate boardgames

90. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
Law and order.

-OH GOD!!! CSI JUST REFFERENCED CAKE!!
A METAPHOR FOR MURDER/RAPE?-

91. WHO WERE YOU WITH LAST NIGHT?
My mom and me.

92. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
"ah, pleasant."

Sun, 15 Jul 2007 06:22:28 GMT

today's thought: talking about porn, as usual...

oh! oh! oh god~!!

(laughs) um... today's messages is... as far as I am a "fan" of... well... here goes~~

um, I really like a few certain characters as "bottoms" *_* they are 100% success rate~~ I can keep xxxxxing my xxxxxy over and over again thanks to you guys! Keep working hard!

I have to say, I was surprised at myself the other day. o///o But I guess it's "openning a new door". well, it's probably more equitable to "being weird, as usual..." ~(>///<)~ but I guess it's good.

As for my fetish, there's -beep- and -beeep- mainly. Next time, let's try it out! There's a delightful feeling of xxxxxxxxx.

Oh~~ I am playing Pajama Sam 3, too.

It seems I've lost the will to fight
here's my resignation,
Kim

PS
On another note, I'm really unaffected by murakami sensei. Um... it's not that I dislike her work, but... just the feeling of "eh??" It's not that interesting to me... (of course, some people know who I am a fan of...)

Also, shotacon are pedophiles. D: Get over it, gb2/cake/.

Stats

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 08:56:49 GMT

Current Age: 124
Current Residence: playground, Queens NY
Interests: love, guns, guitar and art
Favourite movie: Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Jisatsu Circle, Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle
Favourite band or musician: hide with Spread Beaver, Thee Michelle Gun Elephant, Outkast
Favourite genre of music: hip hop & R/B, techno, rock 'n' roll
Favourite artist: Yonekura Kengo, a lot of other...
Favourite poet or writer: Ema Stamm on principle, Gertrude Kipling
Favourite photographer: Irving Penn
Favourite art: pornography, iconography
Operating System: windows
MP3 player of choice: sony walkman
Shell of choice: snail
Weapon of choice: electric guitar
Skin of choice: zero
Favourite game: Bust-a-move, space invaders
Favourite gaming platform: PS2
Personal Quote: "what would you do if I died?!"
Tools of the Trade: fingers, plastic and bone on metal

Become an hero

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 06:21:41 GMT